Gosh. i am 12 hours away from my first and dreadful paper. GP.
Save me please!

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anyway, yesterday was a sad day for me.

Mid autumn is a day where everybody reunite. And i spent the night at home ALONE studying. No one else was at home except my pepper. Damn depress.

Sometimes i really wondered how the grown-ups think.

Basically they are weird.

Perhaps all earthings are weird.

Suddenly i have a feeling that the world is not going on the right track.

Everyone around me including myself are feeling ........ sucked up.

wrong word to use?

Not sure what words are there still available for use.

terrible?

whatever.

i just hope that i don't exist at all.

maybe i shouldnt have chosen JC life.

shucks.

i cant write.

i dont know what am i even writing right now!